Michael Collins: The Forgotten Member of Apollo 11

Michael Collins: Command Module Pilot Apollo 11
Forty years ago this Monday, Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin took the first steps on the moon. During all the celebration around this historic event a key member of that crew is often forgotten, Major General Michael Collins.
Collins decided to join NASA after John Glenn’s historic flight. The thought of circling high above the earth drove him to pursue a spot in the second group of astronauts that formed the Gemini program. Collins first flight into space took place on Gemini 10. This flight was designed to test orbital rendevouz procedures which would be crucial for a successful flight to the moon. In this flight Collins also performed an EVA, standing through the hatch and using a sextant to take measurements. In his biography he described the feeling as “like a Roman god riding the skies in his chariot”

Apollo 11 insignia
Following the Gemini program Collins begain training in the Apollo program. Collins trained as the backup pilot on Apollo 8 and was subsequently named the flight’s CAPCOM (the person in the NASA flight control room responsible with talking to the astronauts during the flight). After the success of Apollo 8, he was announced as the command module pilot of Apollo 11. This flight was slated to attempt the first lunar landing contingent on the successful flights of Apollo 9 and 10.
Collins trained for every contingency on Apollo 11. During the training he compiled a 117 page book with 18 different rendevouz and docking procedures. Collins also designed the iconic mission patch used by Apollo 11. The idea for the eagle came from a National Geographic which he traced and drew the lunar surface beneath, the olive branch a symbol of peace was added by a computer expert at the simulators.
On July 20, 1969 the world was glued to their television sets watching the historic first steps of Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin all the while Michael Collins maintained his routine in solitude aboard the Columbia command module. Collins had to maintain the lunar orbit and coordinate the rendevouz and docking of the Lunar Lander at the end of the mission. Every lunar orbit there was a 48 minute period where communication was lost with earth making him the most isolated man in the universe. A member of Mission Control made the observation, “Not since Adam has any human known such solitude as Mike Collins.” Collins said in his biography that he did not share this sentiment and that he felt “awareness, anticipation, satisfaction, confidence, almost exultation”
Although never mentioning it, I feel that there may have been another weight on him during those lonely orbits. Before and during Apollo 11 many thought that there was a great possibility that the astronauts may crash on the surface or have a failure that would not allow them to return to orbit. The margin of error was miniscule. This fact has been made more clear recently with the publishing of an undelivered speech by President Nixon offering his condolences to the fallen astronauts. This was prepared as a contingency of a disaster on the lunar surface. Had this happend Collins would have been faced with leaving his friends and crewmates stranded on the moon and taking the long journey back to earth alone.
In the end Apollo 11 ended with the historic lunar landing and a triumphant splashdown back on earth. Without the skills and focus on the mission of Michael Collins, Apollo 11 may never have completed that historic journey setting the pace and setting precedents for the future lunar astronauts.